haizzzzzzzzz
exam so near le.........study is de most important nw ba....friday nite still can do hwk until quite late de....satday morning wake up jiu study....den play a while study again...sunday le....didn't study dao.........
some matters i thought i xiang qing chu le...but why i doing it again....
haiz..............
think saddness and trobled thing are better to be kept to urself rather than affecting others ba...before i make dis person sad for so many time i thought tat by telling other hw u feel and wat problems u r facing u can feel better and others can help u and cheer u up...but i was wrong ba....it can sometime make some1 even more sad and unhappy than u...haiz
i regret ba...for always making dis person unhappy........
i gt a narrow heart but wat i did was all because of 1 reason....
i dun think i'm fit to say . .... . to u ba..or even fit to .. ..... u
why why why why why why why why why why
why does thing always hapen so concidentally....r ur fact to be together and i de 1 stopping ur........
haiz.....why i'm always jealous why is heaven so unfair to me....why i done so much but i achrive so little.....wat is wrong...
whyy do i have to always make u sad...why can't i always make u happy...
why i can't keep my promise why i can't control y feeling....why am i so narrow hearted....
there r so many why.....but who can give me de answer
i wish i could noe everything...but by knowing everything life would be boring and at tat point of time u will find ur life to be so boring and wish u dunno anything....
nw i onli wish she could noe my heart.....i bad at expressing my feeling and i always make her angry wat i say doesn't really mean wat i say.....
did i say such words to u in front of u...in sms i'm oso like dat...but u can't feel tat....u can onli determine my feeling from my word...
and i am bad at using words to express my feeling...
when u c me everything can be seem in my face...i dun like to lie so i say everything tat truth even those tat r hurting....
i learn dat nt everything dat is truth ca be say out.....
haiz
this few day i really think a lot a lot ba....i feel dat i realise a lot of thing ...i realise tat wat i am doing is making u suffer wat i have done is wrong......
i feel so sry towards u .....i wish i could treat u better....
i trying to nt make u angry i trying nt to say anything tat makes u unhappy and things that u ask me nt to say...
but why i was able to control but why...whenever i noe tat ur were tgt i went crazy.....and make u angry again.....why...........and everytime i ended up making u unhappy and making myself so sad...
i noe i am unreasonable i noe i am...but evetyhing i say was just trying to ask u to tell me de fact...trying to ask u to explain wat happen to me...but why i dunno hw to express it...and why was i always so impatient...i waited..waited..
hw long did i waited for a few min?...why is it always after i am angry den u say i never wait for ur explaination...
sometime i really wonder is it u haven't say or u didn't plan to say until i ask...
haiz
my feeling nw:sad
i'm sad because ur sad........
when will u be happy
when can i stop making u unhappy.....
when?
maybe when i ..... .
nite all...
good luck for o

Misses MIsses misses misSES MISses MiSsEs MiSseSsssssssssssss
tdy wake up quite early and can't really fall asleep le....
i miss some1 a lot.......haha..so weird.....
really a lot wor......hope tat she wake up early.....
can't sleep and lye on bed waited for a few hours den my phone finally ring...
but my misses continue....i still miss the person..so weird...
i feel so alone so sian so wuliao.......do anything oso no mood do..
dun even feel like eating...so i didn't eat my breakfast.......
i tried to play games.....but i can't stop thinking...
yesterday forget to mention tat i brought a prepaid card so i gt 2 number now..haha.......cause my plan de too x le....
brought it and i could and i thought i could message moree people..
but i dun feel like ...haha.....aiz....
okay ba stop dis misses........
AFter dat in de after felt hungry and cook instant noodles to eat.........
den play game play game play game....surf net surf net surf net
nth to do nth to do nth to do....
keep opening dis and tat but in de end close all....
still can't decide on wat to do......
so boring so boring....den after went to lan sho pto play game....
played 2 round .....
was enjoying de first round but mood was spoilt at de end of first round and totally no mood for de second round ba....in de end lost both..haha.....
den jiu go home....
do wat do wat do wat......
dunno why my mind so empty....so empty.......
games..... r so boring nw...wish to have new games
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
boring boring boring
misses misses misses
bye

Today wake up in de morning at 12plus.....=.=wat kao...i 10plus den fall asleep le..
thought i have slept for a night le but look at de time 12.50sth am...OMG!!
but so alert eh...hmmmmm
den continue sleep lo mei you ban fa....
den morning sleep ltr den usual....oso didn't receive message thought is stil learly...lol....den continue sleep...den look at de time so late...but nt overslept la..
Den jiu message le....den jiu get out of bed le....
After tat reach sch second bell oso rain as usual...walk to sch so xing ku..aiz...
first period MOTHER TONGue...nt very interested...lols
Mother tongue get b paper....
starting de grade same=.=C6 no improvement......
Den found error become c5...left 1 more mark become b4?....
den found antoher error become b4le..haha.....
improve by 2 grade..iw anted to get b3.....can de can de....lol..
den jiu shi pe whole period talking ba...oso dun want pe my leg so pain..
after pe jiu shi POA......was prepared to c whether i'll pass or nt..but onli get b paper 1.....14/30 lol...gt improvement wor...lol...
dunno paper 2....hope can pass ba...haha....
after tat cs=.=teacher say haven't mark finish never give.....sian
den jiu shi maths....
paper teacher say 5PAsses!!!
thought paper 1 i do nt very bad...FAIL!!!wat kao totally disappointed with myself...haiz....my maths ar...slack for 1 year become like dat le...haiz...
Den paper 2 teacher say 5 passes again...thought paper 2 will be worse ..
paper 2 pass=.=..dots....
den total..45.5/100...haiz...30 marks away from my target le...work hard...chiong maths chiong ar..chiong!!!..lol..
damn sian...
den after sch take b chem=.=....expect to be bad de le.....get 41%....hmmmmm.....better than wat i expect didn't expect a 40plus...lol...
mr tay say no breaks for UR!!!lol...
i DUN waNT BREAK!!!....
dunno hw i do for my physic..haizT_T....
i want noe my poa gt pass oso maT_T...
my computer studies osoT_T...
ENGLISH=.=oso want pass:).....my aim pass onli=.=
den after tat we went jp...prepared to go home de...den gt people come eat...den gt people jio basketball den go play basketball.......
2plus reach home de become 7plus reach home.....lolss....
tdy onli ate 6 fried hotdog....but keep no appitate....haiz..
den while playing basketball keep falling down and injure myself....aiz..
cause my shoes no friction le...T_T..spoilt le..den i keep slipping....
wanted a care but i didn't receive...haha...NVM!!lol...
after tdy playing my body becoem worse ba...my finger de bone oso aching....
WHOLE BODY ACHiNG...dun plan to move for de next free day...ahhh
PAIN PAIN PAIn.......
SIAN...
NITE NITE
haiz

tdy end of preli le....haha......ahhhhh quite tiring de le...... lol
haha........
Tdy last paper poa......
paper quite quite hard de eh...hmmmmm
is i haven't study enough ba....lol...den quite a lot dunno de..
section b most difficult..lol
haha....hmmmmm
after tat went to jp eat...first time eat kfc...den dey laugh until like wat......
den after dat go jun ming house lend basketball...oso first time go jun ming house....NOE WHERE JUN MING LIVE LE!!!!
lols
den after tat jiu go play baskebtall lo...starting 4 people play in de end gt 12 people....haiz...
deprove deprove.....
lols...dun like hw i play...sian diao....
DEn my leg keep cramp!!!!OMG.......rested a while den jiu continue to play le...
Den when walking home my leg so pain...
keep cramp =.=...den still climb 12floor......lols...
hmmmmmm
tdy nt bad ba...can say gt enjoy ba..dunno de rest...haiz..
ALERT ALERT!!!
i been cing 11.11am /pm for 7 time continously le...lols...for 3 days....
any1 noe anything important on 11.11.07 ma?...
or wat?
lol......
hmmmmmmm
so weird....lols....
just asking......
or gt any other meaning ma?.......lols...
dunno wat to say le
bye..lol

1 more paper 1 more paper
awwwwwwwww....headache headache.......didn't sleepwell last nite.....haha
den morning you wake up early study cs....expect to come out de never come out damn sian......scan through de come out thought wun come out never read...=.=den dunno hw to do...dots.....
den english too lousy last question dun understand..WRONg agian...haiz
HopeleSs le HoPeLeSs lE t_T
tmr last paper last paper
POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA POA
dots....still dunno hw to do=.=....kaoz....prepare to fail again le....
disappoint my teacher againT_T......
third teacher i'm going to disappoint ma?.....
Hope tmr can at least pass ba....ltr go chiong a bit.....
i oso have high hope for myself cause i noe i noe hw to do poa de=.=
BUT slack for 2 year le=.=.....mei ban fa....haiz....
Hope ltr study de gt use ba...
so tired so tired....
eye so heavy head so pain....GRRRR
zao zi dao yesterday dun wait le.......sufferT_T....haha....
tmr gt some projects after poa wor......
dunno will how.........enjoy or wat...haha
just hope dun make some1 angry because of me ba....
must control control control
CONTROL
lol.......
ahhh......
few day never chiong maple le......hmmmmmmmmmm
tdy meet vivian at shilin?ah dun care la....lols...
She C me NEVER say HI!! den jiu call me BADGUY!!!
OMG?????lols.....she called me cause she feel like itT_T
i'm nt badguy worT_Tsobs.....
still say my hair so shortT_T so long never c me ....haha....
Faster get phone le.....i want message u oso cannot eh....hmmmmm....
lols....
u gt oso makes no difference ba...always put ur phone under ur pillow!!!
dots diao dots dots diao....haha......
ahhhhhhhhhhh....
tmr totalllll paper 3 hour........TDY de 2an a half hour so sian diao liao...de paper can so fast do finish but gt 2an a half hour...luckly i spend my time slowly...dragging and dragging but still gt time remaining=.=///
haha.........Hmmmmmm quite long de.....lols...

Tdy need to wake up early and go sch for exam...GRRRRRrrrrrr
Some of them no need go..sian
who ask my chinese grade nt good go sch take chinese paper 2...so unwilling to get up sia...so tired.....so sleepy..haiz...almost late also...still need to run to sch..sian........lol.....
tdy chinese paper gt 1 passage hmmmmmmm...meaningful..
dis passage talks abt time and i'm wasting my time in my school life play and play and play...
dis sentance"昨天过去了，你咋也不能回到昨天了."
Dis sentance is simple but it tells me a lot of thing make me think dao a lot of thing....haha
nt hw i wasted my time but my relationship with some1.....haiz
no matter hw much i wish to return to de pass i can't....no matter hw much i like de time we been together i can't go b.....haha......just hope i treasure tat time ba......
so much happy memories so much so much so much for me to recall........
so much tat can make me smile.....but i wish wat happen can happen again.....haha...those memories.....keep reflashing in my mind...
btw tdy de mother tongue still okay okay...just de first section=.=.....i can reaad de passage i can't read de answer=.=....haiz.........
tmr still gt cs...nw stilll lazy to study...
qiu ming ar......
haha
...............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
talk crap.......lol...Bye.....can't think of anything.....
maple lvl 53...lazy to train liao...dunno train where..lol

Haiz

So long didn't post le...dis post jiu very sad.....haiz....

for de previous few day gt thing to say but dun feel like posting...haiz...

情为何物阿。。。。为什么我这么爱她可我还是善害了她。。

为什么我便成这样。。这是我吗。。真的是我吗。。谁能告数我。。

好想杀了我自己。。。好恨我自己。。怎么可以让心爱的人伤心呢。。。。

我真的好想发疯了。。。我要让她开心。。我不可以再让她不开心了。。

我好怕失去她。。好怕好怕好怕

我对她说的每一绝对不起都是从心里说出来的。。。

我知道到我太小气，我太容易吃醋。。。可我也想要改过啊。。可以不知道。。你说我没变。。我好伤心。。。

可以的话我一辈子都不失去你

我只能说真的好爱你。。

希望不会再让你神气了。。。。

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My name is: Wang Cheng,born at china27nov1990
likes to play basketball and chi-chat around and playing computer games.
Currently studying in ngee ann polytechines under school of enginnering(Electronic&Computer Enginnering)

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