hi...
i'm here to blog again....
here to say sry to friends...haha...
because of her i gt a different looking on my friends
sry my friends...
i'm almost gt jealous of every friend dat she get close to ba....
i dunno wat i thinking of hw am i feeling oso....
it just makes me unhappy....
lionel sry abt yesterday i gt no mood to help u.....
nw i'll have to wait for myself to si xing le...
dunno hw long it would take ....maybe just a few day maybe forever ba..
but i dun regret going after her or even letting her noe tat i love her..at least i let her noe...
if she choose to avoid me...i oso can't do anything but i can onli be sad....
i think dats de onli ting i can do ba...
being sad....
haha...
sry guys...
take care

anw i gt 20 for my "o" lvl L1R4
onli failed my poa with a d7...de rest are all C's and B's
rather suprise for me.. i though it would be worse cause i didn't really put in effort..anw
i promise to study hard if i get into poly
so.

yesterday hui ming come my house at night and we discuss courses tgt.....and he was supose to stay at my house but in de end he went to guan house and sleep.
morning i smsed her...told her i think i going to play basketball.....her reply was...i'll nt go...
its hurt but den...okay......its fine.....i know she's going to watch movie.....
when i heard tat mei tong was there oso...i was abit like rather unhappy..i dunno why...
and i guess she will come to de basketball court.....
and its truth but its even more sad for me....coming back after going to bu a drink and didn't saw her...
i was rather relieve..i dunno wat...i didn't want to c her... i didn't want her to appear there....
but den i oso find dat mei tong is missing....
when iw as playying basketball i saw 2 person walking...
i thought it was them but i guess i c wrongly....
awhile ltr mei tong walk 2 me and say sry...dun misunderstand...
i was so sad..and i say so i didn't saw wrongly...hw was i feeling...i dunno...
wat can i do...nth...
i have no rites......
why always friends have to say i'll nt snatch with u but in de end..
its always this words tat spoilt relationship..if u like just go after wat snatch....i'm nth to her....
wat am i........
maybe i'm just nt so great ba...if i like some1 i'll just go after....i dun care......
i wsa really so sad...i dunno hw to describ my feeling.......and i noe ican't do anything..
its such a small things...
its nth.....but because its u...its seem so painful cause its u.............
u say my attitude to u change..i agree cause i really mind u...i really mind ...........
haix
its lucky dat i didn't cry when i was there...
but in de end my tear still drop...haha...
wat can i do

its been quite a long time since i last post....
was rather down...feel like saying so much thing but rather lazy to post?
in de end i didn't write anything........
haha................
tdy went for my promoter de job.....its more of distributing flyers ba..
was like rather sway gt 7 people i noe de le...onli 2 dunno....why i with i dunn ode!!OMG....
den still okay la...gt talk 2 her so time was like pass pretty fast...den lion and melvin walk around keep passing us...haha....help us to buy drinks oso..opps forget to return him money...LOL...
after work we waited for brain den went to watch movie......the mist,...its nt a bad show....
but de ending is a sad 1....
dis show passed quite fast ba....haha.....its 2 hour i think but it pass rather fast....
tdy my right eye was feelign so pain for de whole day....its like swollen..but its seem to be nth wrong...but its really is so pain...is it becasue i sleep too little?or?...i dunno...its painful...
Anw good luck for every1 tmr...
good luck for u!!!!!
GOOD LUCK........
wat will tmr be will i be emo...will i receiver her reply....
wat will happen...
hope all pleased ba....nite...my eye so pain...

tdy didn't late for work le.....
set 2 alaram... and asked some1 to call me but she didn't...nvm ba...
when i reach de taxi stand tdy..i didn't saw her...my first feeling....shock and shock...
den my next thoguth she didn't come tdy?den when i turn i saw her sitting alone at a corner...
i walked over and ask her why r u alone here......
and i feel like she's very unhappy and like dun wanne reply me.......
i am very sad.....
when work just start i was so moody...dun feel like talking....
but when first break comes...i saw her being quite happy i abit okay...
den keep crapping with lion bt still she didn't talk 2 me..i oso didn't talk 2 her.....
when its after work...i knew de reason why she like dis tdy...i was so shock and i dunno wat to say or to do.....i didn't do or say anything......
actually wanted to go eat de but in de end i didn't eat...
in de end i had no mood for anything.....
but lucky she still reply my msg.......but will she stop someday....i'm scared of tat day...
abit very fan...think too much..all negative....
but possible thinking comes but i dun dare to accept....i prepare myself for de worse......but will thing get even worse......
at nite i speak to my sister...knew alot of things...there r so many things tat r bad abt me.....
talk to my friend.....
i so fan...
i really so scared.....but i still have to do it since i decided it...dis can't continue forever.....
good luck for me le ba..
thanks those for chatting with me...
might be emo for afew day after tmr:)

tdy wake up late again...
wakke up at 6 but den fall asleep again..
wake up again at 6.45 was still wondering why tdy i can sleep so long....
den wake up jiu deicde take taxi go..wasted another $11
was late twice in a role le....friday oso liek dat...waste my money le!!....
haiz
third time late le
oh man i'm so tired nw...so sleepy le....
wanne go sleep le
nite all...
hope dun alte for tmr><

tdy was good day or bad day?...i dunno........
correct le yesterday went to cut hair and it was pretty short..
actually wanted to cut a hairstyle which is long de..
but so short.....hope still nt bad ba><
want me put pic of myself ma...haha><
lol
hmmmmmmmmmmm
actually td ygt play basketball de...but mei tong say want go home first......
i jiu oso go home lor...but go home le jiu dun want come out le...use 50min to walk.....
den mei tong oso never go....haha...
in de end...sleep at home....
my phone bill 100plus again...haiz....
i want take out my sim card and tear it le la.....
300 free sms....
for me to use hw long?...nt even a week le still want me use a month...
nw working gt anything de boss tell me i need to pass to every1...
1 pass i jiu use 20 msg le...
i still want to msg people de..haiz
tmr try to go and get my prapaid card again ba...asked 2 time le keep saying dun have...
hw will tmr be.....who noes...god?...haha.....i so lame hor......
hen xian da qiu.....
yeah abt bad things nw....
everyday theres bad and good...but den tdy de bad things isn't abt me...
i heard sth bad happening to my firend again...
its another firend...dis time i really oso dunno hw to encourage tat person again.....
but maybe ask him to give up ba...he's happy either ba...to me....theres no difference...
thought he can be happy already...but life is unpredictable....
who noes....dis type of things happen....sometime why people let others make choices for dem...
shouldn't 1 make choices for themself...and so they wun regret....
doing ur best for sth u want and nt giving it up when u face problem....
does their relationship worth nth.....
B R E A K.....
nw dis word is so often heard..........
it hurts it really breaks people heart...............
hope my friend can xiang qing chu ba............
nite all! all de best for tmr:)

nt been posting for a few week or onli 1 week....
sry but i dun remember date or hw many days have pass..
yeah been nt able to use com for de past few day....
computer spoilt and tdy i tried to open it and it open......
during dis period i been playing my psp....
during dis period thers oso happy things tat happy and of course things dat makes me unhappy......dis few day had some happy memories tat i wun forget but i keep getting sad or even angry...
look like i have to control my temper and emotion abit.
wat i wanted nw.....i wanted de people around me to be happy ba....and nw its seem so..
but still so unfortuna friends of mine been throught alot of unhappy things....
losing some1 close to u...losing 2 at once....can u take it....
wat i been throught nw is nth ba....
there some1 even worse than me...but why i dunno wat to do....
why i always lost my claimness when it comes to dis problem..
haha....
hmmmm
emo?
lol...
oso dunno why i typing dis ba......
during new year i hope i hoped for my firned mother to be alright but nw i heard tat she's nt dare....
i didn't say anything to my friend..i dunno wat to say to encourage her.......
really hope u r alright...if need some1 to chat i can lend u a listening ear de:)
sry for nt being able to say any encouraging words......
for de rest of de memories ikeep it inside my mind ba...
haha
nite all..
tdy was nt a good day for me....haha..
thing doesn't always go as plan but why thing always goes without planning.....
surpise?more happiness?
but on de other side
more sadness and disappointment...haha..
say dis because some1 tell me things doesn't always go as plan
nite all

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My name is: Wang Cheng,born at china27nov1990
likes to play basketball and chi-chat around and playing computer games.
Currently studying in ngee ann polytechines under school of enginnering(Electronic&Computer Enginnering)

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