Basketball. My passion.

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exam so near le.........study is de most important nw ba....friday nite still can do hwk until quite late de....satday morning wake up jiu study....den play a while study again...sunday le....didn't study dao.........
some matters i thought i xiang qing chu le...but why i doing it again....
haiz..............
think saddness and trobled thing are better to be kept to urself rather than affecting others ba...before i make dis person sad for so many time i thought tat by telling other hw u feel and wat problems u r facing u can feel better and others can help u and cheer u up...but i was wrong ba....it can sometime make some1 even more sad and unhappy than u...haiz
i regret ba...for always making dis person unhappy........
i gt a narrow heart but wat i did was all because of 1 reason....
i dun think i'm fit to say . .... . to u ba..or even fit to .. ..... u
why why why why why why why why why why
why does thing always hapen so concidentally....r ur fact to be together and i de 1 stopping ur........
haiz.....why i'm always jealous why is heaven so unfair to me....why i done so much but i achrive so little.....wat is wrong...
whyy do i have to always make u sad...why can't i always make u happy...
why i can't keep my promise why i can't control y feeling....why am i so narrow hearted....
there r so many why.....but who can give me de answer
i wish i could noe everything...but by knowing everything life would be boring and at tat point of time u will find ur life to be so boring and wish u dunno anything....
nw i onli wish she could noe my heart.....i bad at expressing my feeling and i always make her angry wat i say doesn't really mean wat i say.....
did i say such words to u in front of u...in sms i'm oso like dat...but u can't feel tat....u can onli determine my feeling from my word...
and i am bad at using words to express my feeling...
when u c me everything can be seem in my face...i dun like to lie so i say everything tat truth even those tat r hurting....
i learn dat nt everything dat is truth ca be say out.....
haiz
this few day i really think a lot a lot ba....i feel dat i realise a lot of thing ...i realise tat wat i am doing is making u suffer wat i have done is wrong......
i feel so sry towards u .....i wish i could treat u better....
i trying to nt make u angry i trying nt to say anything tat makes u unhappy and things that u ask me nt to say...
but why i was able to control but why...whenever i noe tat ur were tgt i went crazy.....and make u angry again.....why...........and everytime i ended up making u unhappy and making myself so sad...
i noe i am unreasonable i noe i am...but evetyhing i say was just trying to ask u to tell me de fact...trying to ask u to explain wat happen to me...but why i dunno hw to express it...and why was i always so impatient...i waited..waited..
hw long did i waited for a few min?...why is it always after i am angry den u say i never wait for ur explaination...
sometime i really wonder is it u haven't say or u didn't plan to say until i ask...
haiz
my feeling nw:sad
i'm sad because ur sad........
when will u be happy
when can i stop making u unhappy.....
when?
maybe when i ..... .
nite all...
good luck for o