Basketball. My passion.

Tdy wake up....feel so terrible......my heart feel so empty.........
i feel so sad.........dunno wat to say 2......but i been considering why she say those to me....i been thinking wat can i do....to fill de feeling i have in my heart......i can't think of anything.......i really can't let myself to hate u....u say all those to me..but i still dun hate u.......am i so deep in....
i forget hw i think le i forget everything............
i can't bring myself to ignore u..it should be de best way for me..but i can't do it...
i felt ignored by u..yeah its good but why do i feel sad inside me...its better for u to ignore me than me to ba...i really can't do it....its better for u to do it.....
i really dunno hw to feel...............
i noe ur heart is with some1 else but my love for u jus wun stop......
maybe wat i need is time..but hw am i going to live at dis moment...
hw much time do i need....hw much time can i spend......
i keep having some stupid thinking which i hate it myself....haha...i wonder why i think of dis..human nature?......
going to others people blog....i envy others..........why do i feel so lonely nw...
why my heart feel so empty?
its de first time ba...i felt so sad...my heart felt like dis...
i did cried for a few girls....bu i give them up soon....but why can't i do it dis time...hw deep am i in it...hw much do i love u.....
i feel like i gave all my life.......
hw i am going to get rid of dis.....i really dunno...
yeah i deserve it...dis is de result of wat i have done...
i go after some1 i like...is dis wrong ....no dis is nt...
but de way i go after is wrong...indeed ba....
in de end i get nth but lost more.......
i dun care hw others think abt me...i just go after u...cause i really wish to be with u...i noe i need u......maybe i was wrong...
i love u so wat...tat doesn't mean i have to be with u...isn't it....
yea i think so..dats a thought..but who dun wish to be with some1 they like?..
de time i have with u i really enjoy it so much..i really find it to be a blessing..
being just by ur side.......knowing tat u r around me...i felt so happy......but am i being selfsih...nt considering ur feeling...
i did a lot i try to..but still i didn't achrive it..i didn't let u fall for me...
i dun blame any1 but myself....
i dunno hw..i dun wish to forget u..but i feeling miserable....
hw should i pass dis......
i asked help from a lot of people.....yeah by talking to dem by hearing thier advice i felt so much better.....but de feeling is still there......when they go off when we stop talking....de feelings b....
wat should i do...i dunno wat i should od to keep myself from thinking..i can't think of anything..study study study...i can't even read a single word ba....
i'm nt like dis in de past?.....relationship is my deadly weakness ba.....
hw should i pass dis...during dis cirticle period....
wat should i do.......every1 so busy and i bothering every1....telling dem my problem...asking dem for elp.......haha...
SRY every1 and those dat gt into trouble becuase of me..
i really dunno wat hould i do......i can't continue writting dis forever and nt stopping ba...but once i stop i feel so.......
bye