Basketball. My passion.

tdy another borign day ba.........
went sch first period ss test...so little people
haiz...
den de essay i neo hw to do de....never c de word....problem!!!den no wonder find de question to be so weird......like nth to write...when i realise time up le..haiz....worse lit and ss i ahve even done..think will get f9 ba..never get before?...lols...everytime d or c de...
den after tat.....recess...jiu play basketball...lostr again...haiz..so long never win le...maybe its my mood ba..can't score...haiz..no feeling at all....
after tat jiu shi maths le...ramash..den so long do 2 graph question..at least nt so boring la.....haha....my gradient gt problem de...but think noe why le...lols.
after maths its cs....exam again..but dis 1 slack slack...gt discuss de...and i gt copy answer....den de alogorithm ask teacher explain so logn den understand..so hard...hmmmmmm
den oso never finish....after tat sch jiu realease.....we like get delay half an hour...awww never mind........at least i gt thing to do...
den.........my mood change le...haiz.........de feeling of my heart come again...so pain so pain...so terrible...haiz.......envy..haiz...why...haiz......
den after tat hoep to have poa...cause like dat jiu wun anyhow think le...but teacher say dun have...more sian...haiz.......den oso didn't play basketball...haiz...
maybe dis few day been using basketball to release stress dats why keep cannot goal ba...can't even feel de ball..haiz.......nt bad ba..every1 around me is happy...its better anw.........
its feel worse to c others being sad when u r happy ba?..so its better ba....
went home thought can play com to stop thinking can get rid of my feeling..hoping to find some1 tats onli can chat with me..who noes..i just on com my mum called and say my dad coming b....close de com...haiz......
wat to do ar wat to do....help help.....
den jiu go entertain myself..watch comice...den jiu do maths a few question...
den finally get to use com...
but still no 1 can chat with me
haiz...jiu play game lo..play tilll nw.....nt bad ba...tdy gt a friend come my house study with my sis...lol......i onli 1 playing.....
u say dunno when i can reply u with my no....i oso wish i could chat with u like before....always chatting..........but ...haiz..like u say ba...past is de past....wat can i do....nth...hw much i wish i can...hw mch i wish to ........haiz...
maybe its better for me nt to be able to message u..at least u wun get affected by me u'll be happy..and i wun ask u wat u doing..i can pretend to noe nth.....its better ba...but i really wish i could talk with u.....haiz..........
but.........
never mind
another day
and i still can't give up de feeling continue to strike me...hw many more day do i need...hw much time can i use.........why is dis happening......
its really hurts me a lot..............so much so much........
yeah forget to say...tdy gt a new phone to me ba...its a new phone to me but its nt brand new...its has de function i wanted...radio and mp3 player carmer...but no game at all?=.=
and de phone so ahrd to use
so weird....anw its better to have dis than de old 1........old phone have so much memory with her..i abit dun wish to change...but i have to start anew ba...maybe...haiz......wat sould i do...i really can't do it u noe ma....haiz.....
nite..