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Wednesday, 3 October 2007
wat should i say le............
i just feel like posting ba....... maybe should say my feeling nw ba........... i'm very sad nw....can say totally break down....tears comes and goes and comes and goes.... i dunno hw much time i need hw long i need.......... but hw much time and i left with.... hw much more time can i waste le......... my hearts really pain.. dats de onli feeling i gt ....i can feel it strongly feeling digging it out... haiz............' who can help me...i feel so helpless...... i dunno wat should i do......it might be better but i dunno hw to accept it..... i wish some1 can scold me..some1 can wake me up from dis..... some1 can help me forget dis... some1 tat can stop my pain........ my posts have all been unhappy things....... a blog is to keep ur memories why did i choose to keep de sad memeories..... ................................................................................................................................. dun think too much ba...i think its de onli thing i can say to myself.....over le thing is over le i can't do anything le....some1 feeling is nt control by u ba...maybe its really fate just have to admit it ba......loving some1 too much really hurts a lot......i didn't get hurt so much before ba...... dun regret for ai shan ni but i regret for de things dat i do ba....... i'm lost........who can tell me wat to do......... inside me onli gt some1 can help me ba............ waiting for it......if even she can't i dunno who can le...maybe dat time must depend on myself le ba.....can't always depend on others.... i really feel so lost....... de day tat i dunno wat to do hw to continue my life...i lost de target to live for?.....maybe......dis day.....de feeling dat i get from my heart..tat feeling dat i never get before....i wun forget ba.....i wun ba i wun ba.... i gt to be strong.....even if i can't i have to tell myself to be strong..... can i really give her up?....... or should i say do i really want to give her up.... i really dun want...so i dun think i can........... bye..... |
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