Basketball. My passion.

today i pon sch cause wanted to rest><...oso dun wnt go sch la...been having headache for a few days le..so sian...den go do everyday till so late....everday during remedial jiu headache....so tdy decided to take a break sleep longer...haha...
tdy morning wake up....hmmmmm den jiu receive a message....den affected my mood.....feel rather sad........why do i live here...i never dislike where i live till nw ba....haha.....why i live here jiu can'ts send her...haiz....i just sick of dis.....
i dun mind being tired i dun mind its troublesome i dun mind wasting somemore time...i dun mind walking so far....but u mind.......
tdy make u sad again....in fact i dun really noe hw .......
maybe is de word i use or wat thing i do.....
u say u do wat oso make me unhappy....nope..........its nt wat u do ba......
haiz...i really dun want make u sad..u told me u cry...i dunno hw to feel...i really dunno wat i do...i just told u i'm sad..........
think ur impression of me haven't change ba.....cause whenever i am upset ur thinking is i like dat again i like dis again...i really can't change le ma...i trying very hard le.......i oso find my thinking stupid u noe i hate tat thinking i even hate myself....
i wish i wish i wish i wish u would be happy everyday.......i trying my best nt to make u sad or angry le..but why .........wat i did.....haiz.....i can forget everything just to make u happy...i really can't afford to c u being unhappy......
i sometime really thinking it might be better for me nt to speak or message u...cause i always make u angry......
haiz...i really dunno wat to say...but i onli wish tat u can be happy....
now i'll talk abt yesterday ba........
yesterday was another sad day for me?.....guess so...my day seems to always be sad ba......haha
yesterday when i reach home i looked into de mirror...i saw red eyes...haiz
while i was walking home yesterday i can't hold back my tear...i keep trying to hold it back but it keep rushing out.....i droped a few drops of tears...
ahhh...
suddenly dun feel like saying wat happen.....never i c dis i jiu will remember le ba..
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
impression.....
when u have a good impression on some1 for de first sight and den it changes....
is it really tat hard to believe tat he is going to change to be good because of u...
wat i'm facing de answer is no........i really hate it ...it make me feel like giving up......cause even tat person dun trust me......but iw un ba...its better....
SRY
aiz...didn't really noe wat to say le...haha....hmmmm
so long didn't talk abt happy de thing le...hmmmmm
awww...feel so odd.......dunno wat happen to my head oso think too much le ar?.
lol....haha...
de mock paper tat we do yesterday, i did pretty well ba...at least better than before=.=gt 37%over 50....lol...
last time fall ...last last time should be abt 40....
hope can make it in time to get my target mark for maths when it is o ba....jiayou...haha....stop le ba...dunno wat to say...
long ba....lol