Tdy was sunday.sunday was suspose to be good.yeah.
Tdy didn't went out wih usual gang as i wanted to stay at home and study.
Woke up at 12plus no breafast for me but lunch was almost ready.
So i just had my lunch and i played abit of psp(monster hunter 2nd G)yeah.
after that decided to play 1 round of dota before study ended up playing 2 round with jonathan.
i decided to go study so closed my com prepare.but feel like smsing her..was thinking for a moment.and was hoping to feel better and have a better mood to study.
so i sms her to ask whether she's free....Den she say no...she's playing and told me she had a bf.....haix........yeah de moment i saw tat msg my heart was like gonna pop out.but after awhile it became come..i'm rather speechless....having no feelings.
Yeah..den i was like..lying down there..thoughts running throught my mind..but i dunno wat i am thinking and it's like an hour pass ba...
Den i open my com again to play again...hai..talked with a few people but dun relaly know wat to say..alot ask me whether its true real or she's lying to me.
i wonder oso..but i choose to believe her..haha.
Ya i grow up le or wat..haha..didn't cry..was like didn't cry after she told me nt to cry and nt to emo last time..the last time she regretted me.bet she remember
Yeah...it's like i couldn't cry out...haha..dunno it's good or bad..
crying would make me feel better.
it's like letting out all my unhappiness.everything tat is bad.
Yeah that i have this thought those who didn't cry r those that are more sad..inside thier heart.
Yeah....another feeeling i had was....when i saw her msg.i was like..erm..so wat?..
u have a boyfriend wun let me give up on u for abit?
but i thoguth of wat my sis told me.and i continue thinking
ANd i didn't have any answer.yeah..still clueless..wonder would i be emo for de rest of de day.been emo is better i think,if i'm nt i will be odd den..
Yeah thought keeps running throught and throught my mind.but seems nth is useful
So am i giving up or her or nt...will i..will i nt....
HAi..end here first ba.........

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My name is: Wang Cheng,born at china27nov1990
likes to play basketball and chi-chat around and playing computer games.
Currently studying in ngee ann polytechines under school of enginnering(Electronic&Computer Enginnering)

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